Thursday, May 31, 2007

5-31-07

I'm in 2nd period and i feel like shit. i don't know what to do wth the whole commuinty service. I'm so screwd. I'm so sick of being such a fuck up. i wish i could just move on. I don't even know what i need to move on about, What do i do?





please never again/ That hurt so bad. I shouldn't have don't anything. I shouldn't have said anything. He still likes her. I won't ever come to me. He won't want me an i can so understand that. I'm so sorry i fucked that up too. Please forgive me. I never wanted it to be this way. I hate this. i hate pain that caused you and her. I just fuck everything up and i know that so why do i interfer with it? If someone even talks to me its bad, because somehow karma is going to come back to them and screw them over. I ust want people to be happy. Its although that i can't be, i can't be happy without making someone else miserable. I'm so so so sorry to the world.

we just had a "party" in enlish. yea it was about 15 min. But a nice break. I wish i had something to do at luch. Jade isn't at school, and i don't know weather to worrie about that or not. I love jade, shes my rock.

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